The Only Person I Would Think Of Dating That Is Twice My Age Is John Cusack LOL :P

Seriously though, there is a UPS man that likes me that comes into my work place. See he has been a regular for almost as long as I have been working there. I am starting to think that no one has ever really treated him with kindness or at least not too many people have. One of my co workers thinks that he might feel that I ‘like’ him which I don’t. Good customer service and valuing customers is important to me. If the guy really knew me, he’d know that I like to joke around with my regular customers and outside of work, I like to joke around and just be good to people. I sit down with quite a few regulars either before/after work or even on my break. So if he thinks I am treating only him special, no I am not. I got to know a bit about the guy by talking to him and well, he seems like he is really depressed with some of the things he had said sometimes. He builds up racing cars in his spare time and seems to spend a lot of money on it and he would go on and on with how much this part or that part would cost and it would seem that he has a spending problem since he said he spent almost $10,000 on building the current car. He said, he might as well spend the money while he’s got it. We have nothing in common anyway plus he is at least twice my age and I had no and have no interest in dating the guy anyway. To make a long story short, he gave me his number as he said; ” to send me a text every now and then to keep me updated on your job hunt.” Which I didn’t think anything of at the time. But over the last month/month and a half, the guy is starting to come on strong and it’s really starting to bother me because I’ll get a text from him saying ” Hi Jackie, I’m sitting here having a hot fudge sundae and I wish you were sitting here to talk to.” And just the other day I told him I was going to be busy going to a wedding and then he replies; “I bet you will be the prettiest girl at the wedding.” That made me feel so awkward really. I replied to him and told him; no, the bride will be. And then he was like ” did you not like it that I said you were pretty?” I told him I was not offended by him telling me that, but I am sure he could tell I thought it was weird. Seriously it is going to be awkward if I see him come in to my work place next week, at least for me it will be because of the comment he made. My phone goes off tonight and I am not getting a phone card until I feel like it. So thankfully I will have a much needed break from the UPS man texting me or trying to call me. My phone is not my life anyway, my friends can contact me through Facebook or email if needed. If I see him come in this week at work and he makes some “comments” I am just going to tell him that he is making me feel uncomfortable. If he does not respect how I feel, well, it’s too bad for him.. Those who do know me know that my heart belongs to my bands and also know that if I ever get into a relationship again that the guy has to love rock music and concerts! Otherwise there would be no point in getting into a relationship with the person because you both have to have something in common that you both love and have a passion for. I know God has the right guy out there for me somewhere. Sometimes I think maybe I already know him and it will just take time for a relationship to form. Time will tell I guess. I do have some good guy friends and one good true friend that is a girl who lives about 40 miles from me. Sometimes friends is just all we need for now.

Why Do I bother to keep Myspace anymore? One of the few reasons I keep my two accounts is because 1. I have one relative I talk to almost everyday. 2. Because of a few bands 3. Only way to communicate with Rhiannon. The other few friends I talk to on there I can speak to in an email pretty much. I first got Myspace back in September of 2006. I enjoyed coming on the site every day & talking to people, but now you see no one really talks to each other. All they want is a high friend count & don't care to talk. Some days I wonder why I even bother logging in.


I have one account on Myspace that I sent at least 25 requests over the past 4 months for them to delete it, but no they will not delete it. What can I do? The reason why I deleted that account was because this one person created a fake account with someone else's photos & kept bothering me. The person stole someone else's identity. Don't they know they could go to jail for that? I took screenshots of everything + the Ip address matched the person I thought it was. Just in case it happens again, I got proof! Anyway, I just wish that Myspace would delete that one account already.

Coming up in November we are going to downtown Chicago on a bus! I'm excited. The Chicago place mall is where we are going to be dropped off by. It's supposed to be seven floors of stores & food places. Gonna take lots of pics for sure. We are going to be only a few blocks from the "Willis Tower". Which was called the "Sears Tower".
How exciting it will be to be downtown! :)

Shining Through The Tree

I took this photo when I was out walking the other day. I love walking around town in this beautiful weather! :)

I don't write much on this blog anymore other than posting photos, vacation stuff, & a few random things. I write most of my blogs on Myspace or Facebook where only my friends can see them.

I know I have a stalker on the internet so, I don't post my real blogs in public anymore. The person who's stalking me obviously isn't a happy person. My Dad thinks the person is so too.

Anyway, I have a real busy weekend & week ahead. The weather is just wonderful out lately so, I will not be online much.

Alrighty,
I picked out some boy names -

Benjamin
Adam
David
Thomas

Girl names -
Rose
Joanna
Naomi

It's odd for me to think of children's names right now, but I guess you can say I am prepared for someday. Haha :)
If I am able to have children, I would have my Mom & Dad there with me from day one. I could never leave my Mom & Dad out of my child's life.
It would be important to me for my kids to have them in their life. Hopefully Grandma will still be alive to see my children.
Lately, I have been thinking about my future. A lot of people come and go from our lives. The family & close friends I have in my life right now, I see them in my life til I am old & gray.

A few of my online friends come to me for advice with their troubles & I help them through it. Belinda tells me I help her so much with the advice I give her.
I have known her well over a year now. She lives near St. Louis. We were talking about meeting up next concert I am going to at the Verizon. That would be nice to see her. I know she is a real person.

There are some people online who are dangerous. Some create fake accounts on web sites like Myspace & pretend to be someone else when they really aren't. They steal people's pictures & use it on their profile. Don't they know it's a crime? It's against the law to steal someone else's picture and to put it on your page pretending to be them. I just don't understand why people steal someones identity.

Anyway, I bought a few figures off of eBay and I will show them once I receive them.
I should be receiving one by Saturday & the other one next week sometime.
:)

It finally Came!

Finally after one month of waiting, I got my 3DG merch in the mail!
It took them longer to mail it out this time.
Four shirts for me, one for Dad, & one for Mom.

:)

Watching Dr. Who :)

This is me on Easter Sunday watching Dr. Who. :O

I was in lost in the show as you could see. :)
I also noticed that Ben & I have the same smile almost. o.o

Nothing new really going on. I got my taxes done today. I am getting a refund sent to my bank account in two weeks. I think I'll save it for some concerts. :)
Yesterday I went for a walk & went over to see Sarah for a bit. We had a good time. :)
We are going to start walking once a week together if we can. If our busy schedules will let us. :) I know we will get together & walk sometimes. I know that for sure. How much fun we will have!

I should be receiving my band merch this week sometime. I sent it in around March 20th.
They had a $5.00 blowout sale... So I could not pass it up! I am also awaiting on my "Earring Magic Midge" doll. They should receive the money order by tomorrow.
I'll be pretty busy the rest of the week. Hopefully I'll get a break next week! So I can continue walking at least three times a week outdoors. :)

Cows

Took this yesterday. This was taken by the farm down the street.


Today I went to the Godfathers pizza in Normal. I had the buffet. The food was really good! It's been awhile since I had the pizza there. Boy, am I paying for it tonight. I only had about five slices. I feel nauseated.

I went to Wal Mart after the buffet. They had a pair of "Lucky charms" lounge pants on sale for three bucks! I couldn't pass that up. I'm wearing them right now. Haha =D

Well, nothing else to post about right now.

I'm off to watch Frasier. :)

Lonely Railroad Tracks

These tracks have been out of service for years.

I took this photo while I was out for my walk today.

Tomorrow, I will be going into town to get my hair done. Sometime next week, I will be dying it. Only 12 more days until the concert. <3

Some More Pine Cone Type Of Photos LOL

This is me out by the pine cone trees a few days back.





I won't have any time today, to go out & take some photography. I have a busy day ahead of me.

Last night, I had a dream of Aaron ♥, it felt so real. It was just amazing to see him.Makes me miss him even more, but I know I'll get to see him this year, hopefully.

Today is the official last day of Jan. Where did the month go??? At least spring is getting closer. I am tired of this cold cold weather.
Well, next week, I am going to get my hair done. I am going back to the place I went in early December. The ladies at this salon were so nice, so, it would be nice to chat with them again. I don't know what I am going to have done with my hair this time. I think I want some sort of change with it, but I am not sure what.
Maybe they have a suggestion.
Well, I need to go get ready for my busy day. I may post later.
Have a lovely day, my friends!

It's Official, Circuit City is indeed going out of business. I went there this evening. I picked up a Simpson's Halloween DVD. I am currently watching it now. I have not seen the one about Bart's evil twin in like 10 years. :)

In the morning, I am going to make a breakfast skillet. :)
I will post a picture of my first skillet tomorrow evening.

Concert & Randomess Talk.

So, I have some things to post about. Been busy these past few weeks so, it was kinda hard to update.

I was browsing through the Teresa dolls on eBay earlier this month & I finally found the one I had & still have since I was a younger girl. The one I had since I was a younger girl is kind of worn out, but still in in ok shape. So, I put a bid on it & won the bid! Yay! I was excited.
Finally, after a few years of searching of trying to find out the name of the Teresa doll I finally know. :)
I am glad I have it. :)





Sept. 21st. We went to Peoria for the Seether, Saving Abel & State Of Shock concert.
We were in front row for the whole show!
I have never heard of State Of Shock before the concert was announced. They put on a great show! Mom said, that the lead sing looked like Adam.. But to me he really did not look like him LOL.
Saving Abel was pretty good. The singer, Jared jumped off the stage & ran past the crowd touching hands & I got to touch his hands. LOL
It was my 5th Seether show within a year! They rocked the show like always.
Almost caught a guitar pic from Troy. Nobody caught it because it fell somewhere close.
I would go on & on about the show but, it would be to long on here lol. So, after the show we went by the tour bus area. We waited out there for like an hour then, Dale from Seether came out! :)
Signed autographs for everybody & took pictures with everyone! He was nice! :)

Dale & I
Then, Troy & John came out I was like oh my gosh I can't believe it. They were chatting with the fans, taking pics with them & also signing things for them! :)
I got to chat with them for a few minutes.

John & I

Troy & I



Shaun came out, too! It was awesome finally after six years I got to meet Seether! Yay!
I got to talk to Shaun for a few mins also. :) He signed my ticket.
He was really nice. I got a hug from him too. :)

Shaun & I


I took a couple of pictures with each member. I feel that my life is almost complete now. :)
Oh, what a wonderful feeling it is to meet one of your favorite bands! :)

Random Talk.

Went grocery shopping yesterday. I went down the baking isle & I saw strawberry cake mix! I was gonna buy it, but decided not to since it's to hot to have the oven on for over an hour these days. When the weather cools down I'd like to get into baking cakes again. Seems like my hobby these days is just being outside enjoying the summer & taking photos. Yesterday evening we went out to Sarku Japan.
A very good Japanese fast food place in the Marketplace mall in Champaign. The best dish there is their yummy Chicken Teriyaki combo. They give you alot of food there for your money. One dish is enough for two people! LOL. Check the place out if you have one in your area!
I hope I receive my Heath Ledger action figure in the mail soon. I won it off of Ebay last week.


Not doing much tonight, just kicking back & relaxing.